Okay, this is the last thing you will hear from me. Well, just for this week. I’m 29 August back, but untill that day i’m offline. I just want to put some things in a line. Just thinking about my life and no gay stuff. So i scheduled some pics for MilkyBoys and TwinkyBoys. The comments and added pics are parked for the 29th. Sorry for all you guys, but there is a limit, and i going te be crazy in this way. So many things happend, and now i need some time on my own. Maybe i get some rest now. I have so much stress, not normal anymore. So for the next week i delete my life for a moment. See you on the 29th
B bye guys

Last days where very silent from my side. Sorry for that. Many question from you guys about how i’m doing. I’m fine, i’m still alive. Not the best week, but bad things can happen. And what did i do? Well, i am thinking of my future. What do i want to do, and where do i later want to work? So i came up with the idea that i just must make my dream reality. So now i’m gonna work on that. I hope in a month to have more information about that.
Goodnight, now i’m gonna sleep

Hey boys,
I just opent TwinkyBoys.net. It’s not done yet, but you can already visite it.
You can find it on www.twinkyboys.net

Not the best week of the year, yesterday something very bad happend. A friend was in the livingroom, and his mother was doing the dishes. Then she suddenly said “Brian, this isn’t going well”. And Brian (that friend) was going to the kitchen. Then she suddenly fell, and Brian could run and catch her. But it was to late. She had a heartattack and died in my friends arms. :(  I think that is the worst thing that could happen in your.
Brian, good luck with everything, if i can do something for you, let me know.
A moment silent for my friend.

A black day in history. A cameraman from a dutch news station was killed in georgia by the russian military. Stan, a 39 year old man, died when he was working for RTL News. I work at another news station, i didn’t knew him, but this is really hard for me. The media world is very small, and he worked about 200 meters from my workspace. My father worked with him some years ago. It feels like losing a friend.  RIP Stan.

Okay the date didn’t happend. I feel so lonely. But we will do it on another day.
And now? Well, it’s raining, i have to work and i am so lazy that i wnat to sleep all day.
I just take a shower and looking in the mirror, and i can really see the effect of my fitness and Sunbathing. (i don’t know the word for that ).  I finally get some color and i see my 6-pack coming
So now i’m walking all day naked in the house to enjoy my body…… Okay joking

Wow, yesterday 10,169 unique visitors That’s amazing. Normaly i have around 9000 unique visitors each day, but now above 10000. Hope it continues this way
And yesterday was a great day in Amsterdam. 500000 people on the side of the canal trought the city of Amsterdam. The gay pride with canal parade. Next year i’m back and trying to be on a boat, maybe the MilkyBoys boat haha.
Today again working, and after my work i have a date.

Hi guys, Today is a special day in the Netherlands for gay’s. A couple of days is Amsterdam pink! We have some gay days and today is the Canal Pride. Many boats are going trough the canals of Amsterdam. And on all the boats are gay’s. Young and older, so for everybody something. And in the evening and night there are some big gay party’s. But i have to work after the canal pride But canal pride is also much fun I have bought a new shirt for today. Pink shirt that says “Collectors Item”.
Let this day, be gay!

Common, don’t spam me. Today is now official spam day. More than 100 spam comments on MilkyBoys. I hate that. If this continues i have to change the comment system on the site. Even the MilkyTitle section is full of junk, so i changed that system, that filter some spam. I added a new picture for the MilkyTitle. Any bugs? tell me.
For the persons that spam me, i block your ip or ip’s. Succes with it.

Today have to work till 12 o clock PM,  and i really don’t want it. And yesterday burned myself, damn sun. So now i’m walking strange and everythings hurts. And also i have to eat at my work, and that horrible. Bad food over there. Last time i eat over there get very sick. So if i have the time i go to a snackbar, but i think i don’t have time for that.
And today spoke with Josh, from the Blog ‘Always hard’. A really nice boy After i spoke with him, i realize that there still some good people on this world. Visited his site, the link is on the blogroll.
And my parants are back from there vacation. This week i was home alone. You think that i had a big gay party, well not really. To warm, and i was to lazy